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The wish list

A dining table on a Sunday evening. A new diary lies open at its first page. Mummy stands by the chair. Dhruv writes with a small private smile while Veer scribbles beside him.
SUNDAY · Three wishes for the term, on the first page of the new diary.

The first Sunday of the term, Mummy put the new diary in front of Dhruv.

“Write three things you want this term,” she said.

He wrote: the school cricket team. A cycle. The science fair.

The team went first. The trials were in November.

Every evening he pictured it. The jersey. The shot through the covers. The clapping. It was a bright picture, and after it the evening went soft.

Three weeks passed. The bat in the corner had been held twice.

the team, as a wish
the school team
Every evening, the same picture. Bright, and floating, and nothing drawn between here and it. The gauge beside him is what the evening left.

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The idea

A LONGER LOOK

The idea

A wish is a picture; a want names the obstacle and the price.

a wish, and a want
the thing
The same thing, twice. Left: nothing between. Right: a road, a block, a price.

Draw yourself as a dot. Draw the thing you want at the far end.

A wish is the thing drawn bright and floating. Nothing is between here and it.

A want is the same thing on the ground, with a road to it. On the road, two things are drawn. The block: what stands in the way. The price: what it costs. Time, or money, or something you give up.

The thing is the same in both pictures. What is between is not.

To turn a wish into a want, ask the picture two questions. What stands in the way? The school nets open at six in the morning. What stands in the way is the bed at six. What does it cost? Forty minutes before school. Every day.

Draw the block on the road. Hang the price under it. The same team is a want.

the team, as a wish and as a want
the school team
The team as a wish, then as a want. Same thing. Now there is a road, a block on it, and a price on it.

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What people believe instead

A study corner with a cork board over the desk, pinned with pictures of a college lawn, a scooter and a mountain lake. Riya didi rests a hand on the board and smiles down at Dhruv, who looks up at the pictures, unconvinced.
RIYA DIDI’S ROOM · “See it every day, Dhruv. Believe it, and it comes to you.”

Riya didi had a board over her desk. A college with a lawn. A scooter. A lake in the mountains.

“See it every day, Dhruv,” she said, and smiled. “Picture yourself in the team. Believe it, and it comes to you.”

Dhruv did not argue. Riya didi had pictured her college every day, and she got in.

But look at what the evenings did. After the picture, the team felt done. There was less in him to get up with, not more. The bat stayed in the corner.

The picture alone is a wish. A picture soothes the evening. A road pulls you.

as Riya didi sees it, and as it is
the school team
As Riya didi sees it, and as it is. In the first picture a straight line runs from Dhruv to the bright thing. In the real one there is no road, and the gauge has dropped.
A bedroom in grey pre-dawn light. Dhruv sits on the edge of the bed, feet on the floor, hair flat on one side, looking across at the bat and kit bag by the door.
SIX · The block, up close. The bat by the door.

The picture is not the mistake. Keep it. It is the first half of a want, and a want without a picture has nowhere to go.

The mistake is the picture with nothing drawn between here and it.

So Dhruv drew the block in. The bed at six. He hung the price on the road. Forty minutes, every day.

The next morning the picture did not soothe him. It pulled. He sat up, and looked at the bat.

the picture alone, and the picture with the block drawn in
the school team
The picture alone, and the picture with the block drawn in. Same team. Look at the gauge in each.

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The cycle

A school canteen at break. A steel tray of samosas under glass, children crowding with coins. Dhruv walks past with Sameer, his right hand closed tight, not looking at the tray.
BREAK · Past the counter, with his hand closed.

The second wish was the cycle. Red, and shining, and floating over the whole term.

He asked it the two questions.

What stands in the way? The samosa counter at break. That is where the pocket money went, every day.

What does it cost? The pocket money. Every week, into the tin.

On Monday he walked past the counter with his hand closed. The cycle came down to the ground, and a road ran to it.

the cycle, as a wish and as a want
the cycle
The cycle as a wish, then as a want. The block is the counter at break. The price is the tin.

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Spot it

PUZZLE CORNER

1

The science fair is in February and you can see your working model on the table with a ribbon on it. What stands in the way? What does it cost?

PUZZLE CORNER

2

You want to finish a whole English book by the end of term. Wish or want? Draw the road.

Over Dhruv’s shoulder: a sheet of paper with a dot at the left, a circle at the right, a line between them, a small hatched square on the line and a tag hanging under it. A cricket ball beside the paper.
TUESDAY NIGHT · One dot, one thing, and the road drawn in.

Tuesday night Dhruv drew it on paper. The dot. The thing. The road, with the block on it and the price under it. Then he ran his own test. What would go wrong if I only pictured it?

Nothing would go wrong. Nothing would happen at all.

Here is the move. Take one thing you want this term. Draw yourself, and the thing at the far end. Ask it the two questions. Draw the block. Hang the price. If you cannot answer either question, it is still a wish.

the two, answered
the science fair
the glue that will not hold
one hour every Sunday
The two, answered. The glue that will not hold, and an hour every Sunday. The phone after dinner, and ten pages a night.
HANDS ON

This week, at home

Take one thing from your own list. Draw the dot, the thing, and the road. What is the block? What is the price? If you cannot say, it is a wish for now.

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The same road, three costumes

A school ground on a misty November morning, low sun over the nets, a coach with folded arms. Dhruv walks toward the nets with his bat, Sameer jogging beside him, both grinning.
NOVEMBER · The road, walked.

In November the trials came. Dhruv walked to the nets with the bat that had seen forty mornings. What happened at the nets is another story. The road was walked.

The team, the cycle and the science fair are one shape. You at one end, the thing at the other. A road between, with the block on it and the price under it. As wishes they floated over the term and moved nothing. As wants each had a block he could name and a price he could see. Those are the three that started to move.

He kept the picture. He always would. But now it had a road under it. On the road stood a bed at six, and forty minutes hung beneath.

the same road, three costumes
the team
the bed at six
forty minutes
The same road, three costumes. In each, the thing stands on the ground and the block and the price are drawn in.
A SCHOLAR INDIA REMEMBERS

Dhruv thought of Uncle Aryabhata, who counted what he could count and put a bound on the rest. The picture of the team could not be counted. The mornings could. Forty mornings before the trials, and the bat had seen two. Put the count beside the picture, he would have said, and you will know which one you have been living in. He never guessed. He counted first, and only then said how far the count could be off.

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The name

The two pictures have a name in this book: wish vs want.

People who study this call the move mental contrasting. Mental: in your head. Contrasting: two pictures side by side. The thing you want, and what stands in the way of it.

Read the rule again. A wish is a picture; a want names the obstacle and the price. The obstacle is the block. The price is the tag.

The words are new. The road is not.

the name, one word at a time
a wish
The shape with no story in it.
A LITTLE HISTORY

Where you will see this next

Next chapter: a want with a when and a where, so the block is met before it is felt. The two pictures come back in Class 8, with a plan attached.

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